On the night of the 10th, all these participants were coming to the mic and saying “thank you SwamiJi for saving my life” and finally he said very humbly, “you are changing your own life, I am just holding the space.” And in that moment, my decision was made. I was complete with 10 days.
In all fairness that is not totally true.
I desired a 21 day expereince, so I was not complete with only doing 10, however, I was 100% complete with my ashram expereince and the program. I was sorry we didn’t get more SwamiJi time. I was not satisfied with what the program was offering me for the reasons I chose to come (I want to be clear, it is a great program for a lot of people. It was not the complete experience of self-expansion and creation I was searching for.) I enjoyed SwamiJi and his teachings tremendously. I will miss the energy Darshans and I would like to believe those are extremely impactful.
In substitution, Kailen and I made a commitment to ourselves that Aug 1-21, we would adhere to a schedule at home that would allow for a 21 day journey with the supportive aspects that we find nourishing. As for SwamiJi’s energy, he is clear consciousness right?! So we will create a sacred space and bring his energy into it and perform our own version of Darshan and energy exchange.
For those who are interested, this is what we are going to create:
Yoga @ Yoga Tropics 5am-6am
Shower and Green Drink
Satsung and Clarity Kriya 715-830
Play, Expansion (ie: study spanish, paint, beach volleyball, tennis, ect)
830-930 Exercises and Meditation (Completions, Visualizations, Creation)